So I'm guessing everyone likes to kick me out now. Beware , don't let me live with you - you just might wannna get rid of me. I'm obviously hurt. Unhappy would be the right word to describe the past couple months. Justin came this monday morning & surprised me! I was happy. We faught alot and fixed everything. We're good now. School is not going very well considering that I rarely go for first or second block , or sometimes just don't go at all. It's only been these two weeks. A job? No where in sight now. Friends? Minumum. Still keeping that way , I'm fine with the ones I have because there is no one like us! Huh Jelissa Janell & Arielllle? Lol. Miss my boys too. Didn't forget ANYONE. Still learning and growing at heart. I don't know everything but dang am I getting good at this growing up thing haha. Jesus Christ is ALWAYS in my life! I've never prayed and looked into his light as much as I have before and I should have because it's such a fulfilling , complete feeling I have now. I feel closure. I've lost alot of weight physically , don't get to eat real often anymore since I'm too busy. Bus riding and bart hopping gets kinda fun. Monument Boulevard [ this main street I live on ] is NOT dangerous at all like they say it is out here. I keep in touch with my brothers everyday and Jermaine is hitting puberty finally! LMBO! Maaaan , I just had to. He's probably taller than me now. I wish I was there with him to witness his growth. Shoppppping is essential , sometimes. Siddartha's a nice book. Choir is my favorite classss. Niska Banja sucks tho. Recesssion sucks and swallllows hell. I miss everything. And I'm stilll the same quiet , observant , advice giving , joking , loud Lauren.
